i dont want i dont want!!-wails madly.

oh. tonight i shall be really holy. i shall be calm and peaceful. i shant be bitchy or gossipy and i shant be horrible. i shall become good.

lalala. today's a fabulous day!(: see shermainey. my vocab has improved! hahas. i shall try and use more vocabularized words. okay. i dont think theres such a word but nvm larrs. hahas.

anyway..im being fickle!!ahhh. how how how. i suddenly think _______'s good?! and that she's nice and fine and im starting to find her err. wonderful. okay. i shall tell myself that everyone is good in someway. yes. just that i see more of some peoples' bad side. yes. and that for some people i only see their good side coz i pretend i never see the evil horrid and scheming part of them.

but i dun like ______.not that much? she's loathesome&detestable. okay. i shant be that mean. i like shermainey!! hahas. -tries and act les and GRAB shermainey!! hahas. im getting a bit weird. hahas. oh nooo. i dont like her. she says im stoopid. im not stoopid.and even if i am stupit only I can tell myself that im stoopid.

okay. im talking shit -_-

i shall think about other stuff. buttybutt!! u idiot!!! lalala. hahas.

anyway, i just found out im supposed to go to skl tmr at 7.30am. that's SO EARLY!!! i dun miss school that much!!no wait. actually i do. as in the people inside. like my friends? hahas. oh and my seat!!((: i shall go visit class tmr!! shall go drag someone along!!:D who arhx.

if i go sleep at 10.30 which is in 5minutes i'll wake up at 6.30. tts only 8hrs of sleep. eep. i have to leave the house before the sun rises. hahas. im in a crappy mood now. hhaa.

this is another meaningless entry. bahh. i guess i shld go off now. byee.

[[10.29pm]]